It has been donkey years since i came back here.... :)

helo!! Guess what? After almost two and a half years, i'm finally back to my blog!! Time really flies man. So much had happened since, and I don't even know where to begin!! ha...

Well, besides being two years older than before, I hope I have matured more than before and more wiser as well..ha. So what had happened during my two years of MIA? I have been busy hitting on chicks, finishing my degree, and of course, spending quality time with my family and loved ones...

To summarise, I had completed my degree last june and is currently working for a bank here in this little red dot. I had knew a wonderful girlfriend and she had been my pillar of strength during these last two years of my life. What? heartless got a girlfriend?? Yes u heard me right. I have been in a relationship for almost the last two years but unfortunately, we broke up just about a month ago...

Things like this happened for a reason and although it really hurts me, I will learn to take it in my stride. hopefully, i will get over it and be a better and stronger person than before. Come on, enough of the sad stuffs, let's share some happier news man!! ha..

Resently, and i really mean recently, one of my best friends just got attached. It is his first relationship ever and god i'm really happy for him. Good guys deserve a break in life and he really defy all odds and logic to make his dream come through, which is to get the dream girl of his life. It makes me feel that impossible is really nothing in life and as long as you believe and perservere in what you want, life will reward you eventually... :)

Not being able to continue my journey with my dear is a big regret of my life, but i firmly believe that if it is really meant to be, we will be together again. Even if not, be glad that someone once loved you and gave you their all, even though it may not be forever. Right??

It's year 2010 already, and hopefully, this year will bring more luck and happiness to those who deserve it. I believe that GOD will help those help themselves and if anyone who has a dream or goal to accomplish, pls help yourself and go ahead and do it. You will not regret it.

Chinese New Year is coming and let me take this chance to wish everyone a very happy and presperous Chinese New Year!! Remember, when there's hope, there is life...and let's all jiayou towards our own goals and dreams!!

Till then, live life to the max!! Life's too short to be unhappy..Treat every obstacle as a challenge and every setback as a stepping stone to be a better and stronger person. Cheers man!!

Regards

Tots..as usual...

I don't know why, whenever i have many thoughts inside me, i will definitely come here and write some crap. Maybe it's because i don't like to keep things inside me. It makes one very uncomfortable and the feelings just suck...

Well, i can't really describe my feelings now. I think its a bit of sadness maybe. I just found out something. Today, i went into frenster and found out that Shan, the last girl that I truly liked, is in a relationship. When i realised that, i just felt something. I don't know what kind of feeling was that, but i can guarentee it was not a good feeling. Maybe its because i still cannot forget the way she treated me in the past. I can't believe that i'm still here licking my wounds whereas she had found someone who can give her happiness....

I know you all want to say what la. Be happy for her right? What a load of BULLSHIT lor! Give me a break! I gave my heart and soul into making my friendship with her work, but what happened? I did things that I never did for anyone else in my life and look what happened? If I still feel happy for her, then what am I? A love saint ar? I still remember someone saying i'm so selfless in making the people around me happy for the expense of mine, but i realised how stupid i was. Good guys never win la. Only in movies and TV shows maybe...

So before I feel happy for her, let me think again...Well, can anyone who had such feelings or encounter before describe for me my feelings? Haiz..Somehow, after writing all this, i felt calmer. Maybe it was because of me that she treasured the people who cared for her more than before. Maybe it's me that changed and make her learn so that she can find the person she has today. So, I should be happy. Maybe...

It has been a while...

Hi all. Guess what? I tried my blog 2day and it can work! Yeay! That means Heartless will have some time 2 write some bullshit here...finally...Ha..

Well, it has been some time since I last came here. Almost 2 mths le. What can I say? Life's still the same lor. Ha. Ya, for your information, i'm still workin in the same company as before. But i got good news! I'll be gettin promoted in May! Yes! That means i will get a salary review and more $! But hor, that also means more work and i have to be mentally prepared. The market situation in my company is not lookin good, and many people are leaving. Maybe that's why Heartless is going to get promoted! Ha...

Guess what? My company got an annually singing competition few weeks ago. Initially, i have no interest to take part in it, but after i knew that even the last loser will get a free bottle of red wine, i jumped at the opportunity! Ha. So i took part in it. Guess what song I sang? U got it! It was Jacky's "Wo Zhen De Shou Shang Le.." I think i make the whole audience weep into tears man...Ha...It was that touching...Haha....

People in the audience will get to vote for the contestants. The announcer was calling from the last place upwards. I was waiting for my name but it didn't came! When it was time to announce the 3rd price, out came my name! I was stunned! Ha. I guess people still like me bah...Haha...So I got myself a $100 voucher for Seiyu and I gave it to the most important woman of my life. My mum la..who you think...Can save mother's day present liao... :P

Well, other than that, nothin much interesting happened in my life. I struggled between work and studies and I don't even have time to even meet my friends. But I did very well for my assignments and hope I'll do the same for the coming exam in May! Fingers crossed...

Tomorrow, i'm going to watch my hero Spiderman 3! Yeay!!! Finally, after 2 years, i can finally see my hero again. Although i got no chance to watch it with her, but i got some1 else to watch with! Heh heh...

Well, till then, stay happy and be guai always! Hahaha....Here comes Spidey!!!

When your luck starts to go downhill, that means.....

Hey, I'm back faster than I thought! Yeah I got my sch work and stuff to do but dunno y I still got time to come here. Maybe it's because I'm stuck at my assignment and I have no idea how to do it! Haiz. Anyway, I'm going to pon my classes today and go straight home and do it liao...No choice....

Talking about suayness. Ever since I said I'm getting a bit lucky recently in my last post, my luck immediately went downhill! Talking about curses. Ha. The first incident was yesterday. I was called into the meeting room and my colleague had a "chat" with me. Apparently, I was caught play online pool game during work! WTH! It was like I played it for only 5 to 10 mins lor, as I was pretty stressed out by the work. My VP saw it and told my senior. I was then given a lecture. Haiz. Talking about suayness. That's my life lah. People say, "Do what you like, as long you don't get caught!" I got caught on my first time! It's ok lah, coz i'm used to it....Ha...

Well, looks like I got to buck up liao. Don't worry, I'm posting this blog during my lunch break. Haiz. Talking about lunch. Since I decided not to "play" the game with my colleagues at work, I never really talked to them much liao. I got into my own world and be myself again. Ha. But looked what happened. No one asked Heartless out for lunch and he's in the office blogging. Ha. It's okay man. When your luck goes down, usually it all comes together....

But don't worry! When all these shit happens, that means something else in your life will get better. I'm talking about the 10 million TOTO later. Ha. But hor, since when a person like me ever win in gambling before??? I have just answered my own question.....

Heartless says, "Don't be a jerk. There's so many 'games' out there to play...."

Haha!! I'm back! So sorry fellas. I know its the CNY period and I never even wish you all anything...If any1 of you saw me recently, I got wish you right? Tio bo? Ha. So to any1 out there who haven't got my wishes, let Heartless wish you have a great year ahead! Fight for your dreams and don't waste any second out there, because it's precious....Ha.

Well, so what has been happening in my life recently? Of course I have been busy with my school work and working. But still must find time to entertain my fans mah. Ha. Ever since the lunar new year, I think my luck has been changing. I'm not self consoling myself, but it's true! I won some $$ from mahjong and playing cards with my family and it's the first time in dunno how many years since I won something from gambling! My luck has been "great" since I was born and I never won anything in gambling before de, so I guess this is something really rare for me.

On top of that, I received a cheque of $80 from a pawnshop. I remembered, 2 years ago, I help Jolyn pawn her golden necklace (She's that damn poor) and due to gold value rising, I got the money back! How good is that? Ha....

But I guess when something good happens to you, other areas of your life sure will get affected one. Ha. You all know what I meant. Yeah. It's playing the "game". Ever since something bad happened to me last year, I never really talked to girls again. But I guess I have recovered now and I'm badder than ever. Ha.

Recently, a few females joined my department. I realised I got to know them faster than I thought and there is this little girl whom I really want to know. In short, I want to use my "tactics" on her and know whether it can work or not. Luckily she will not know my blog, if not I think she will severe all ties with me if she sees this! Ha.

So I gathered some info that I need to know and try to apply my theories. Ha. She is a poly student and will only be here a month. I think if anything screws up, she is already gone by then. Thus, the risks are already been settled for me. So far, after knowing her for almost a week, I think everything is going fine. We had lunch a couple of times already. From her appearance, I think she looks really kiddy! She looks like a sixteen year old lor. I don't know whether I should continue doing this or not, coz I feel a bit bad leh...Wait pple say I cheat xiao mei mei how....Haha....

For the information of you pple, I will not go into details how I used my "tactics" on her. As they are not really proven yet, I don't think I will share them as yet, if not pple use and flop and blame it on the great one. Thus, I will not go into how I got to know, talked and communicate with her. So sorry guys, but don't worry, it will be out one day, I promise....

Anyway, 2day I was going to have lunch together with her and guess what? It rained! Me n her had to share an umbrella together and walked to the coffeeshop! I was like an idiot carrying the umbrella and walking with her. People may say I'm lucky to share it with her, but I don't think so. More like suay indeed, coz I got wet. Ha.

During work, she sat opposite of me, but was a few comps away. Sometimes, when I looked at her direction, I saw her looking at me. Ya I know she could be seeing if I got see her or not, but who knows right? It's part of the game I guess. Ha. Anyway, I never really bother her much as work was really piling up and I got a damn assignment due in a few days time! I guess I should stop this for a while until my school work is done. Ha. Must have discipline mah. There's always time to play the game, but if assignment fail no 2nd chance liao lor.....

Luckily for me, something came to light after work. It could be bad news for most of you all, but I think it's good news for me. Ha. We left work together and we waited downstairs at the lobby as it was raining. Instead of going home together with her, I said goodbye to her and left first. It's part of it. Ha. I left and I think she is meeting a fren. Guess what? It was a guy! Coz I saw them after I got on the bus. Yes! From that moment, for me, I had to stop the game. I don't know how to explain, but I have a principle. I do NOT hit on attached women. I have my own set of rules and I stick by it. Ha. Maybe I believe in retribution. I don't want my future girlfriend or wife being snatched away by a better player lor, so I guess I better don't do this kind of things lah....

Well, this game only lasted a few days. I had fun, but I think I had to stop, if not who knows another disaster may happen? Until the next single, available and attractive one comes along, I don't think Heartless will be in action again. Time to hide and learn more. Ha. Meanwhile, I'll still be here to spread my knowledge and giving advices to those who may need it!

It's time to part again for the time being. Heartless got to do his ASSignment liao. If he fail, I don't think you will see him here again! You all don't want that right? You all luv me so much, surely want me to do well in my studies right? Ha. Ok, time to stop the crap. Till then, take care and keep a lookout for pretty babes man! Woohoo!!

How to get pass Armageddon Day tomorrow....

Oh No! The dreaded day is here. So have you find yourself a hole to hide tomorrow? Ha. Do not worry losers, oops. I mean I have a way to let you get past this day if you do not have a date or lover. Great right? Ha. Ths 1st method i will suggest is to read a fellow loser's blog on this day itself...Wahaha! Did I cheer you up? Never ar? Hmm..I'll try harder ok?

Well, there are actually a lot of ways to get past this day without feeling sad or wat. The 1st real way is to work your ass through the day and night. People say work drown all sorrows. I dunno how true is that, but at least you can earn some $ if you work OT right...Ha..It's definitely better than to go out onto the streets and seeing humans performing obscene acts openly. Ha...

The second way is to pamper yourself. No valentine? Nevermind! You can always reward yourself by buying gifts to give oneself. It's not pathetic lor. You deserve it. You have worked all your life so hard to find that special some1. Just becoz he or she has lost their way doesn't mean you are not good enuff. So, if you find something you really like, just buy it! You never know who will buy it the next moment and it may be the last piece available. You have let your special ones slip past your life so many times, don't tell me the stuff you wanna get you also let it slip by? No right? Then just be a man and do the right thing! Hahaha....

Well, if you are lonely and you need a companion, you can always give me a call or ask me out. However, you have to book first. I dunno how many dates I will have, so it will be on a first come first served basis....Haha...Let the dating idiot give you some advice and crap with you so that at the end of the day, you will feel that you have just wasted a little part of your life on me...

Life is a present to be treasured. Just because the other half in our life is not here doesn't mean we can't spend our life to the fullest. Of course it will be great if you have found your special one, but if not, do not be sad. You are just one of the millions and millions out there who are single. God gives us a lifetime to find our other half, so they will be worth the wait when we find them. Think about it. That is what i call, positive thinking.....haha...

Let me wish all couples out there something good...

Wo xi wang quan bu you qing ren zhong cheng juan shu....
mei qing ren de ju xu nu li...
shi qu qing ren de bu yao shang xin....
ni men de shi jie zhong you yi tian ye hui bian de mei li.....

More crap from the one....

Hey hey? I'm back! So sorry to let you all miz me. I know it sucks to miss some1. Ha. Ok, enough of my BS. I'm getting so fed up with work now that I came here to blog! Ha. Well, there are many problems currently in my company, and there is nothing I can do about it. My senior n superior are on leave and there is no one I can ask when I'm in doubts! LL lor....I no sales also not my problem solely, there are so many restrictions on my end. Haiz...

I was havin lunch with Hao when he said he wanted me to write more on dating and sianing women tactics. So, how can I disappoint my fans? Ha. I try to see what I can write....

I just read an article by David DeAngelo, a dating expert. I realised he touch on something that I feel is quite true as someone I knew experienced it before. He was saying on how to keep a woman by your side. That means, how to keep someone who likes you to like you for long. Understand?

"If you start doing the WRONG things, the woman will LOSE her ATTRACTION for you as well. And it will happen ALL BY ITSELF. The worst part is that you can't logically convince her to keep feeling attracted to you. If you screw it up, you're probably going to screw it up to a point that is almost impossible to fix."

That is so damn freaking true. Someone I knew experienced something like it as well. I knew exactly what he did, and how that girl totally want him out of his life so bad after that. The worse thing is, he only knew this fact after it had happened. That is life lah. We only learn after making mistakes.....

Nevermind! Coz I am here and I will try my best to solve every problem that happens so that in the future, no one repeat this kinds of mistakes.

You must let HER miss you.

That is the aim. You must make her constantly miss you so that her feelings for you will get stronger instead. Below is what my friend did and the outcome is expected....

He and this girl are on good terms. They know each others' feelings but somehow, they are not together yet. This guy of mine kept calling her 99 times a day and talk to her. The reason, he wants to talk to her and hear her voice. WTH! No matter how much you miz her, u also cant do that! That is so bad for a relationship. Just imagine, even if a girl likes you, she also won't want you to call her so many times everyday right? The guy will lose his sense of character in her lor, coz she will feel this guy is so needy. Guys must have their own life and not always on the phone calling his lover or wat. You will also make her feel that you are at her fingertips and she has more power, as you are the one doing all the initializations. (like calling, sms or wateva)

Women do not like that. They want some degree of control, but at the same time, they want their man to control them also. Realli. Coz it's always man protect woman mah, not other way round. Think about it.

I have some solutions. Try not contacting that special one so often. That will make her think of you more and make her think of the memories that you two shared. When she miss you more and more, Bingo! You are the one in control liao. Then heh heh...

This is just a very basic step in the art of chasing. However, this is a very important stage, and a lot of men fall into that. If only I knew this earlier, I could have saved that lonely soul out there.....Hahaha...